I knew it

See, I knew that I wouldn't be one to update this very regularly. It is now 2 days after Thanksgiving, only a few months since my last post. So much has changed since then. The worst part is my boys now live in KY with their mom and new husband. It sucks ass. I miss them so much. Talking on the phone just isn't the same as giving them a hug or hearing a sarcastic comment. Sam is very good at sarcasm.

I have so many things that I want to say, on lots of different topics, this may be a long post. The newest news is that I joined a gym. I need to loose around 80 pounds. I am a fat little bastard. Yesterday I signed up for a personal trainer. I can't afford $140.00 a month for a trainer. What was I thinking? Oh yeah, the guy who gave me the sales pitch was fucking gorgeous. Absolutely my "type". His name is Zane, how cool. Very friendly, always smiling, just a beautiful face. And of course a body to die for. I really wanted him to be my trainer, I even found the balls to ask him if I get to choose who I want to train me. He said of course, and somehow switched to a meeting with his boss where he is going to ask for a promotion to manager from assistant mgr. If he doesn't get it, then he will go back to training. So, he is not available to be my trainer, and thank god I didn't ask yet and have to hear him say no. My fragile little self would not have liked that.

Switching topics, Here is a list of what is new with me since summer. I want to get them all down so I can talk about them later. I moved from a small town to an apartment just outside of the city. It is is a not very crowded location. It's a nice apartment on the top (3rd) floor. I get to keep Gary, the orange kitty I have, who is being a pain in the ass today.

I started school in September, at PCC. I am taking a writing class and a math class. My goal is to get a bachelors degree eventually so I can make some real money, or at least more than I make now. There will be more on this later.

I am transitioning between jobs by the end of the year. Of course it is complicated, just the way I like things apparently.

I am wildly out of control with my money and budget. Just thought I would put that in here too, since it is a subject I deal with a lot.

That's it for now, I need to get ready for an aniversary party for my brother. 20 years, what a long time...