What I miss most about not being in a realtionship

So today is all about feeling sorry for myself (again). Life is just way to craptastic. I was going to say lately, but it really nothing new. New shit, different day.

So on to what I miss most... having some one to hold on to you while you cry for a while. (like now)

I can't finish this now. I'm at work supposedly working and I'm working up to a total breakdown here. So I'm going to stop. I'll just say that I need a hug. If only I had someone to hug me and tell me it will be ok. I don't need a relationship for that, a friend would work well too. But of course I don't have any of those either.

fuck me...