I have been a a pretty foul, depressed mood since Monday. All of the sudden, now at lunch time today I feel a little bit better. i will talk with the boys tonight after work. I think they will adjust back to the old routine ok.
While I was eating my bowl of chili, i came across a wonderful website. I'm not sure how to post links in a blog, I will figure it out later. Here is the URL:
http://www.xanga.com/EmoKissingBoys
After looking at this, my mood is increasing. At first, this just made me feel more depressed. I want to kiss a guy like that, or better yet, be kissed by a guy like that. All these young guys just doing what they want makes me feel sad for my younger years when I was too afraid to even admit to myself that I liked boys.
But, then i remembered, I am starting to get a life. I put it on hold for the summer, but now I can start spreading my wings again. As soon as I hear the boys are doing better, I will feel a whole lot better myself.
This felt a little rambling, and I think my writing could be better. I'm out of practice. Gotta go back to the office...
1 comment:
No, no I haven't. How sad. You know, more than sex I would just like to touch another man. Feel the stuble, the manly hands and arms and just the manly skin. A kiss would be... I don't know the best way to describe it. I can't wait, but am nervous as hell at the same time. I've touched the soft sensious skin of a woman (and I never want to again.)Why don't you make a trip over here from Scottsdale and help me out? :)
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